Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Today's rant

So.   Today I have something special.   I'm going to rant for you.  On a subject that bothers me.  That subject is bullying, suicide, and harassment.   I have dealt with all three of those things in my life.   And I'm sick of it.  I am so sick of it.  Yes I have a chronic depression disorder.  Yes I have an extreme mental problem.  I don't need other  people to remind me of that fact.  I have enough damn trouble in my life. There have been points in my life when I didn't want to do anything but die. But im still here. Why? Because of my friends.  My friends have kept me alive. Most of my friends are girls.  That does not mean I'm a player or a pimp.  That means girls are the ones I trust the most.  I purely do not trust most guys.  They're mostly mean and egotistical assholes.  Girls understand me and my troubles.  I don't have any siblings to confide in.  I won't lie, sometimes I don't trust my parents.  My friends are my sisters.   I treat them that way.  I protect them with my life. I've been bullied to no end.  Most people will not talk to me for various reasons.   I am not a social person.   I do not like being forced to talk.  If i dont wanna talk to you STFU.  I also despise the way guys treat girls these days.  Girls are angels to be treasured.   Not toys to be played with and put down at your leisure. 
  Sorry if I put anybody in a bad mood or offended anyone.  But I needed to get that out of my system.