Today's rant

So.   Today I have something special.   I'm going to rant for you.  On a subject that bothers me.  That subject is bullying, suicide, and harassment.   I have dealt with all three of those things in my life.   And I'm sick of it.  I am so sick of it.  Yes I have a chronic depression disorder.  Yes I have an extreme mental problem.  I don't need other  people to remind me of that fact.  I have enough damn trouble in my life. There have been points in my life when I didn't want to do anything but die. But im still here. Why? Because of my friends.  My friends have kept me alive. Most of my friends are girls.  That does not mean I'm a player or a pimp.  That means girls are the ones I trust the most.  I purely do not trust most guys.  They're mostly mean and egotistical assholes.  Girls understand me and my troubles.  I don't have any siblings to confide in.  I won't lie, sometimes I don't trust my parents.  My friends are my sisters.   I treat them that way.  I protect them with my life. I've been bullied to no end.  Most people will not talk to me for various reasons.   I am not a social person.   I do not like being forced to talk.  If i dont wanna talk to you STFU.  I also despise the way guys treat girls these days.  Girls are angels to be treasured.   Not toys to be played with and put down at your leisure. 
  Sorry if I put anybody in a bad mood or offended anyone.  But I needed to get that out of my system. 

I found this today

Schizophrenia http://zite.to/14QVkQu

Please go to this link.  It will tell you about the problems I'm afflicted by

Klipsch s4i review

Today is a fairly special post on a special product.  Yes I am doing a review.  On earphones.  The photo above is of the cheap and amazing Klipsch S4.  They are audiophile class earphones retailing for 100 dollars.  To start off the build quality I find to be a little more than average.  The driver housings are made from a sturdy plastic, but the cord while fairly tangle free is flat.  The microphonics displayed are terrible.  To remedy this wrapping the earphones around the ear is advised.  The sound quality is gracefully amazing.  Note this is not a neutral headphone.  The package says right on it, "enhanced base".  Even with that stated though, no frequency is overstated.  I for one like a neutral headphone, but for those who like a lot of dubstep or rap will rejoice.  I am quite the bass head at times so I use these for when I want that extra punch.  The overall performance of these earphones is great.  Listening to Tommy by The Who is a joy.  The subtle tones of a piano, the low bass tones, Robert Daughtry's vocals.  It all sounds simply sublime.  

Comfort is acceptable and the included ear tips do a decent job at creating a seal, which is essential. The silicone tips are higher grade than what you might find in lesser earphones and the dual flange tips work well.

When it comes down to it if you are looking for a great sounding earphone for the price than the s4i is for you.

*update* Now that I have had more than a year with these earphones I can say the above is not truly the case.  It will be if you are upgrading from stock earbuds, but if you are like me and have had your share of professional and audiophile grade gear than you will notice this earphone's shortcomings.  The enhanced bass is prominent and can make things muddy.  Mids and highs are most definitely there but it is not ideal.

About

The world is only about its players.  This is something I have learned very recently that I shall never forget, no I shall not.  I dare say my life is not what it should be.  But on the other hand it could easily be.  If I knew what and where and maybe even who.  The consequences for my actions always disappoint.  Nothing I do seems to go right.  Wrong and right.  Two things I know very much about, yet still too little to tell one about the subject. My statement revolves around my main theory of human response.  To which all living humans respond to any situation in essentially the same way, but in many different factors and patterns.  No one man or woman knows the outcome of a situation until it happens or doesn't indeed happen.

Take the animals above for instance.  Butterflies resting on a tree and a turtle gracefully swimming in the ocean.  In both situations above if a living human passer by were to see these events happening at such a peaceful state he or she may react in the same way, calmly.  Yet two more may come and destroy these scenes of grace and beauty.

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To all my followers.  Tell me this.   Why you follow any blogs?  What is your reasoning for reading posts by some random person who you may not even know in real life?  Is it interesting?  Does the subject grab you?   What is it? 

Apology

My deepest apologies for those few who may follow this forever alone blog lol.   I've been dealing mental problems(as you may tell due to the name of the blog) and summer school work.   But I have a question to ask for you!

So...

I do not know... Who I am... Anymore...